Dirtbag, Massachusetts: A Confessional by Isaac Fitzgerald
Author:Isaac Fitzgerald [Fitzgerald, Isaac]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Biography & Autobiography, Personal Memoirs, Literary Collections, Essays, Social Science, Gender Studies
ISBN: 9781635573985
Google: 5LQ0EAAAQBAJ
Publisher: Bloomsbury
Published: 2022-07-19T20:43:26+00:00
I had bought the motorcycle off a guy who often drank at the bar I was still working at. He was a motorcycle mechanic but never joined a club, being one of those beautiful loners, hair slicked back in a kind of California cool that almost nobody can pull off unless theyâre up on a movie screen. He was older, maybe in his fifties, preternaturally youthful the way people whoâve never had kids (at least ones they know about) sometimes are.
When he sold me the bike, he gave me a card and said, âCall this person, theyâre good for insurance.â Which was helpful. Iâd never owned a vehicle before, and I was working three jobs and saving exactly zero dollars a month. If he hadnât prompted me, I would never have thought to get insurance.
I called the number and asked how much it would cost.
âYouâre in your twenties?â said the insurance man. âProbably around one hundred and twenty-five dollars.â
âThereâs no way I can afford one hundred and twenty-five dollars a month,â I said.
âThis is your first bike, huh? Itâs not one hundred and twenty-five dollars a month. Itâs one hundred and twenty-five dollars a year.â
âOh,â I said. That I could afford. But now it was sounding way too cheap, if anything. Suspiciously cheap. I wondered if my very cool motorcycle friend had maybe set me up with a dubious insurance person. âCan I ask why itâs so, uh, affordable?â
The man exhaled. âLike I said, this is obviously your first bike. Kid, I like to shoot straight, and remember, Iâm a rider myself, so this is the real and true answer: Insurance is so cheap because I most likely wonât have to pay you out because when you crash youâre most likely going to die.â
âOh,â I said again. âOkay.â
And I was. Okay with it. I remember very clearly thinking, âIf I die while riding this extremely fun and well-built machine, I die, and thatâs okay.â I had thought that, unlike a car, a motorcycle could hurt only me.
But now, standing in the street and staring at the very fast thing which had sped me home from one city to another without needing any assistance from my conscious mind, I recognized that as a lie. Other people drove on roads, and other people didnât know when you were fine with dying. I had been black-out drunk. I pictured a school bus full of kids swerving to avoid my bike, plummeting over the cliffs that the U.S. 101 hugs so tightly. Remembering that it had been a weekend night didnât make the image any easier to shakeâI just substituted it for other vehicles, other kinds of terrified faces.
I hopped on the bike and took it around the corner to the bar. I handed the keys over to a tall blonde friend of mine, whoâI was oddly relieved to hearâplanned to sell the bike, since she could use the money even more than I could.
The rest of that day, and a few more after, I kept checking to see if there had been any accidents on the U.
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